Mine is a crazy, twisted life, much further beyond what anyone has seen or heard. That's why, one day when I make it all better, I'm going to write an autobiography that will make it all worthwhile and inspire people to bootstrap themselves into a new life, no matter how insane their pasts. But for now, however, I guess I'm not as far away from ( Read more... )

Well, apparently Charter called today. They wanna talk about my application. The plot thickens.

I'm in debt at the bank right now. It's a scary thought. Especially, considering I have no means with which to halt the further accumulation of debt due to "being in debt" charges. This morning, my overdrawn card wouldn't allow me to fill my car with gas, as I have done once already with my invisible currency, so I went back to Dan's house to call ( Read more... )

Here's an interesting development...I might move back to Evansville. Kristy, Xach's girlfriend and also a friend of mine, is nanny to Lily and Matilda now, but she is not fulfilled in doing it. So, yesterday morning she went to an interview for a cashier job at some general store. Since we are friends, she told me about it. She said they would know ( Read more... )

WOW. It's been awhile. Things are different everyday in the life right now. Last week, I was in Ohio staying at Jordy's new place. I went up there on a Wednesday. I got there a helluva lot later than I expected because besides traffic and other obstacles, it takes 4 hours to get from Jasper to Oxford. I really wasn't prepared for that. I had, of ( Read more... )

I said I probably wouldn't be writing about any good movies while I was here, but I, fortunately, was wrong. Clerks 2 is good. I'm glad they made it. That's right, I said it. Kevin Smith can flippin' write script, man. I realize Jersey Girl was just some other heartwarming, family movie revisited, but everything else by him rocks in my opinion. ( Read more... )

This post is about money and it's power to actually do good. Jordan's dad gave me 300$ the other day, which I used to buy and fix up a car, and get new plates for it. He really saved my ass and didn't even know it. He spent just as much or a little more helping me get a car as my mother and we barely know each other. Yes, wonderfully great, indeed ( Read more... )

So, it's not too remarkable around here, obviously, but it's definitely interesting to recognize the ways I've changed, evident in my response to situations. Things are changing around here in my friends' lives, but in a way, they are just the same old shit. Yesterday, I hung out with Hannah for the better part of a day and found out that she got ( Read more... )

well, I've been devastated by an air rade, ambushed by a wrecking ball...I can't go to IU. I went through a whole day of orientation, got my picture ID, got my glorious class schedule, all that stuff,and then my financial advising appointment. I learn that without housing, a meal plan, and all other inescapable fees, tuition is still over 15,000$ a ( Read more... )

Here I am, in nowhere, IN on a dial up computer. There is no broadband service available within 50 miles or so. Two of my boxes are on the back deck under a tarp because the roof leaks. Everything else is piled on my mom's bed, waiting to find its various tight, out of the way spots. You see, there just is no room left in my mom's small trailer ( Read more... )