all this pain is an illusion

[necksnappa]

show me the way to let go.
i look for answers and understanding only to find judgement and ignorance.
i pray for a calm to this storm.

to my friends: thanks for taking my mind off of the things that are bothering me. even though i don't say it, i love you.
to my family: you're the reason for my being. if i'm shutting you out, i'm sorry.
to the

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[tmrrw11]

you aren't shutting me out, and if anything, you do what you have to do to ensure that you don't lose touch with who you are. Safe trip tomorrow because concerts in wheelchairs are never fun.

[necksnappa]

i know dude - i just feel like i'm being cold to those who are showing they care and even colder to those who don't.

[tmrrw11]

it's ok...the few times you have been cold I only kicked puppies...no biggie....ok, so you haven't ever been cold, but I still kicked puppies