i'll be moving my journaling to xanga. it's quicker, seems to have less downtime and i prefer the setup to that of LJ. please feel free to leave your xanga usernames so i can subscribe to your journals there and not skip a beat. if not, all good - i'll check back here from time to time.

thanks to all those who have commented in the past.-adam

almost 12am on a friday night and i'm home. the away messages of my friends do not provide respite... nor do the games on my hard drive. everything lately feels like a waste of time.
tonight will be spent by silent phone and flickering TV.

-adam

can you believe i didn't play any video games last night? i don't know how i went cold turkey like that. =) instead i ran around a nearby park for about 45 minutes or so. did about 2.4 miles - i know it's not much, but it's more than if i was to sit down all night playing games ( Read more... )

it's funny how i usually realize stuff early in the morning right when i wake up. so i thought about my friends and how i haven't really hung out with any of them in a while. i realize that my 2 closest friends are engaged/married. i never really thought about how much of an impact that has on things in general. i see them all getting settled ( Read more... )

that in and of itself should be enough motivation. "for what?" you may ask... for everything, i'd reply. anything that requires effort on my part has been disregarded - cast into a state of disrepair. i know that i should be doing something else other than vegging out all the time... i know that the reason why i'm tired is because all i do is ( Read more... )

seriously - everyone in that fuckin joint can go kiss my ass. i try to go out with my friends for a nice dinner and i almost end up flipping out. i didn't get anything i ordered until someone in my party asked where the fuck my food was (this is as everyone is almost done with their meal). our waiter apparently is supposed to ask us what we want ( Read more... )

gripes ( Read more... )

so the CEO of my company is coming to my offices on monday. i should be excited to meet him or whatever, but yeah - i don't think anyone would be totally excited to get dressed up and kiss ass. not like i plan on kissing ass ( Read more... )

Axe does not drive women into a frenzy. just makes you smell like a locker room.

well after several months and no pay, i'm hanging up my freelance hat. never again to tread into that teritory unless it's very profitable. emails will be sent out tonight. if perchance you are a client of mine, take this entry as a sort of a heads-up ( Read more... )