purple leaves sway in a forgotten breeze
I have been you,
you have been me too..

Like a fine ash in the sky,
We breathe one another in..

And though we are apart-
We will constantly be with in.

im not dead just barely alive..
im not dead i just choose to hide..
im not dead im just half asleep..
not dead..
just lonely..
and weak.

So once again, lifes ups and downs have found an inbetween and i have a form of stability. What happens when you get stability? you get the internet...heh.. well.. what else could i ask for? There is a lot going on in life right now. more than i have words or energy to discuss... But I am alive.. doing better than I was before... I have a myspace ( Read more... )

it crept in, inbetween shallow breaths ( Read more... )

seems these days i am lost again.. some times the words just dont come.. then sometimes they do ( Read more... )

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I cant even express to you what my emotions have been like lately.
Perhaps I am just being paranoid,
or selfish, or maybe even a tad imaginative.
I know that over all, I feel depressed.
Deeply saddened.
Sometimes to breathe in,
is like being stabbed in the chest.
Sometimes it is hard to sleep.
And more often than not,
It is hard to think clearly.
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tossing and turning- the bed sheets feel heavy like iron against my half naked body.
Its cool in the air, yet my skin burns.
a hyper fidgety fire inside
that can be felt through the skin.

Nights like these make me ache for tomorrows sun.
Nights like these are long,
depressing and lonely..

Nights like these make me so eager
to touch you.