barrels of jade roll free form from my lips. who could i have been with out the snakes deadly kiss? who was that innocent girl? knotting the edge of her skirt, trading in skinned knees and mp3's for ashes and hurt.. i breathe in this air of freedom, trying to stand up for all the things ive come to believe in... but at the end of the day.. im just ( Read more... )

I have avoided going back home ( Read more... )

when you are super mom you are totally aware, that sleep is for the weak. with enough espresso I can do anything...

Recently I started treatment for post traumatic stress disorder, this treatment is aimed to help me heal, recover, forgive (doubtful) and grow as a person.. There are many things I can not do that I used to do. But every day seems to be getting easier. I went to the grocery store the other day. That sounds small... and to most it is.. but for me it ( Read more... )

here i am, still alive still breathing..
my how life changes..
i remember starting this LJ on a whim in highschool.
i regret not being a better LJer.
I regret not being a better friend to those who were good to me..
i regret not jumping in head first and running off with you.
but those days are gone.

with no where else to spill my mind..

My father died. The morning of Christmas Eve.
And now I am the princess with the heart of broken stone.

I felt like telling someone I am alive..
and that hes not..
and that I miss him more than words will allow me to say.

goodbye jaybird.

!!(a reminder this is just a flow of thought, not sticking to one topic ( Read more... )

The Artists Way Contract ( Read more... )

June 13 2007, at 9:15.. I gave birth to this little star!

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long time no write I know.
and I will start to write more..
It will help keep me healthy in the months ahead..

I am gonna have a baby!!

i am scared to death.. but happy..