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Hurting
I hate to be home.
I wish she was here.
It hurts to think about her when she’s not here.
I can’t explain it.
I care about her.
I know i probably did something stupid and went too fast.
I understand she’s scared.
I understand she’s nervous.
I understand she doesn’t want to be hurt.
I know that i’m sitting here.
I don’t want to be home because ( Read more... ) -
Halloween
Happy Halloween people hope you all are having a wonderful day. -
Butterfly
Sitting here
Just sitting here
Looking back over life
wondering where i went wrong
Wondering how i can fix
fix this life of mine
the life i have created for
for myself and everyone
Staring into
into your eyes
i could immerse myself
just stare into
into the vastness
sitting here
just sitting here
wishing you were
were in my arms
holding you close
whispering
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Life update
So to the few friends on here that i actually have and haven't heard from me in quite some time:
First i would like to say i suck at blogs. :) Moving on tho. I am finalizing the process of starting college finally. I'm going to be getting my degree in game software development from westwood college of technology. I'm still in love with christina .. ( Read more... ) -
Movies
So i went out tonight to hangout with her we watched "Meet the fockers" its a good funny movie .... i spent the whole time with a smile on my face and happiness overall ... i could hold her forever ... i love being around her and i love to just hold her ... once the movie was over we just layed there as she slept on me .... i layed there holding ( Read more... ) -
thoughts
She's in my head she's on my mind no matter what i do or where i go im thinking about her ... i know where just friends i wish it could be more but all i can do is sit here ... hope i might get a chance knowing i probably wont like highschool friends i sit here and stare ... just stare at her and smile .. wishing it wasnt just friends hoping it ( Read more... ) -
more in my head
so here i sit .... so lost in my own demise ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
(00:36:17) Lawryn: this guy is like obsessed with me and he wants to hang out but i dont really want to because he holds me on this pedistal in some way and it bothers me
(00:36:50) Necrogami: o.o
(00:36:53) Necrogami: O.o
(00:37:50) Lawryn: :-P
(00:37:16) Necrogami: *shrug i donno*
(00:37:25) Lawryn: oh well
(00:37:28) Necrogami: i saw rent ( Read more... ) -
Life Since HS
So after posting about what has been going on i thought id update as for the last ... 6 months or so otherwise
So ive owned a company since 1998' Called Phoenix Edge Network
I've started a comic Strip(extreme work in progress) called Call Center Comic Call Center Comic Linkbeen working on the beginning design / learning stages of 3D Development ( Read more... ) -
Life Since HS
So as my list grows here on myspace more and more of my HS friends are being added.... most want to know whats life been like since HS well here's the rundown ( Read more... )