so i havent really updated this thing sense 04 lol its 07 now wow goodness I am having alot of trouble with reseting alot of things but damn looking back at my past journal entries all i can say is thank god for prozack ....

Well here i am nearing the end of the summer the home-bound will be starting soon i cant leave this shit hole state till i get my diploma , and FINALLY GOT MY ID , I exist finnaly i need to get ahold of my friend kristen or maryann and we will got out to vice-versa i think i might ask kiki if she wants to go or kristen i want there to be a goth/ ( Read more... )

Man I feel like shit I really do I don't really undersand it though i feel like every day that I'm here is just another day im taking up more space its almost like I was flying up hill every thing was going my way for a change i was doing good in school i was semi happy and then I started raging toward the ground i mean the way I feel right now its ( Read more... )

well here i am im 18 getting out of school on may 29th and really have no clue as to what the hell is going on im not too sure myself, i broke up with jacob beacuse he was too fucken clingy and way too obsesive about unhealthy habbits and i dont really want to move to california with some one i had only been with for three months i mean i know i ( Read more... )

yeah sso.... in the past few weeks my life has cahnged dramatically its funny how that happens yeah so im at school then the whole prom idea flys out the window and then i break up with jacob and start datiung tristen man and know im on home bound till i graduate im not going to prom fuck that i dont see that happening so i dont know how thats alll ( Read more... )

hurum normally im not at all bother by warm fun weather it usually means i can come out of my hole but then again living where i do its quite the awful place as far as ppl and humidity are concerned blah

ok yeah most people are like oh yeah im so happy about this but than again i gues i should be i get to go wiht the worlds greatest guy ! mY bestest friend Josh he kicks my butt hole

yeah its tuseday and im really not digging all this school bullshit im really trying its almost over prom is on the way may 1st infact yeas Jacob wont be in town to go wiht me so im haveing my bestest friend Josh come wiht me and be my prom date yippie skip im gonna wear combat boots ! oh yeah !

yeah so here i am again in school yippie fucken woo ha , so yeah Jana is taking me over to jacobs house after school as long as i can remeber where the hell he lives i should be alright hmmm yeah i think ill have him go down to jims barbar shop or somthing and then ill haveyeah well any how my day soo far going waaaaayyyy tooooo slllloooww i figure ( Read more... )

hmmm well in the not so wide world of Rachel ....my new and werll liked friend Stacey H came home with me ahhh good times good times then Colleen moved out of Kiki's place soooo hmmm sounds interesting,,,,and then again theres a murderer running loose on rt.7 thats always fun , yeah checked out the show @ 123 and the pitt kill team are a bunch of ( Read more... )