So I'm going through a really hard time right now but I'll get through it, right? I've done it before I can do it again...

In better news, I did my taxes yesterday and that should cover my trip to NJ nicely... I'm happy about that. I was able to get Leia some new clothes so all is good.

I just don't feel like talking right now, sorry.

So I have two new years resolutions this year... I don't think I've ever even had one before... I'm starting a diet, I need to. I don't want to be unhealthy anymore, I have my daughter to think about. I want to be able to run around with her when she gets bigger. I don't really give a shit what anyone else says, I'm doing it for me and for her. NO ( Read more... )

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I have a fever. This is not good. I can't remember the last time I had a fever. I have the chills, my eyes are burning and it feels like my head is going to explode. I can't miss work today but I really don't feel good. I still haven't gotten my period, it's been four months. I'm not pregnant, I've taken two tests and, trust me, I know what it ( Read more... )

I can't really say how things are with Elliott anymore. Every day it's different. Some days it's okay but most days it's not. I don't even feel anything from him anymore. I think it's over for him but he doesn't want to admit it because he's afraid to lose the baby. That's just what it feels like to me. I'm going out more. I need to, I can't be in ( Read more... )

A guy hit on me just now on Xbox Live... "Do you like me baby?"
My response? "Yes, I fell in love with you in the five minutes we were playing Halo..."

So, it's official ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing. Really, why can't I just be satisfied with what is ( Read more... )

So tomorrow is the day. I don't know how I feel about this other than I just want it over. Only one thing that could effect this in any major sort of a way but there is nothing I can do about it at this point ( Read more... )

Yesterday kicked my ass at work... I don't know what more to talk about. Nothing interesting in my life... Matt will be here in a little more than two weeks and I don't really know how I feel about anymore. My stepmothers voice makes me angry. I hate being at my house and I need to move out ASAP. Bleh... This update is useless.