Comments | necrophiliac: I'm sick and tired...

necrophiliac

I'm sick and tired...

Jul 24, 2005 00:50

From this point onward I will never believe anything anyone tells me... I'm so sick of looking forward to things and not only having people not come through in any way but not even bothering to tell me. I am sick of looking like a dumbass sitting around all day waiting for something to happen when I know for damn sure that it won't. I'm sick of ( Read more... )

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lustc0il July 24 2005, 05:24:44 UTC

jeezus...
i know you're not saying this about me
this wasnt my fault.
ive been there for you many a fucking time-
lets not get into how supportive me and at0m were with the cruise shit and the fifty dollars and when you were the last weight of me helping you get that $1000 COMMISSION.. i swear you acted like it didnt matter over the phone and to be honest today went from great and on plan til this evening. ...we still ahd to move more shit and i was EXHAUSTED.
and i was gonna ask ya wut the earliest i ccould come tomorrow sincei was planning on driving ALL THE WAY DOWN THERE ASAP AND THEN I HAFTA DRIVE ALL THE WAY TO POMPANO AFTERWARDS....
honestly you're so quick to forget the times that friendship really matters.....
and if you're gonna be a friend, then you need to SAY something... dont act like nothing is wrong on the phone... dont become like all the other douchebags that fuck with me for no reason and think i am a mindreader....

im really sorry you've become so hurt but you're acting like i murdered your dog.

necrophiliac July 24 2005, 05:29:17 UTC

this wasn't directed toward you in any way... it was something totally different... I've always appreciated everything you've done for me and I was totally fine on the phone with you because that was something totally different... I said in the second part of this that to the people who haven't done what I was talking about, which wasn't you because I spoke to you, I wanted to keep in touch. I'm talking about a lot of people who have been walking all over me lately and I'm just sick of it... I honestly didn't mean any of that toward you but I am kinda hurt that you would throw all that in my face when you were one of the very few I still felt close to and everything... That wasn't fair at all... I never did anything for you to assume that...

lustc0il July 24 2005, 05:36:20 UTC

i read it and was just a bit enraged bc yes i did fail to meet the deadline of something i said i would do. if it wasnt for me than i feel sorry for whoever it was bc that shit got under my skin.
the vagueness mightve fueled the idea that it could be about moi.
well i apologize jes, i really do, it just goes to show i would be up in arms to lose your friendship over something so small ya know?
im going to bed- ill ttyl
love you< 3

necrophiliac July 24 2005, 05:41:38 UTC

That hurt so bad though... You are, and hopefully always will be, one of my best friends and I hope you never take anything like that personally again... I'm sorry for the misunderstanding but damn. I was just touched that you would even offer to drive all the way from your house to do that favor for me and I know how crazy your schedule is and I completely understood that you couldn't make it today... Other people though, live like five minutes away who promised me up and down that I could definately count on them and I still haven't heard their excuses... I'm just sick of being treated like a fucking doormat, you know? I had to vent...

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Yesh... lebenisttod July 24 2005, 06:56:23 UTC

Hey, sorry I haven't been calling, I have been working and I wanted to give you some space since shit hasn't been going your way, I don't think what you said was directed to me or anything, but I do feel bad about that, you should totally keep in touch tho!!! *hugz* and you know I would let you rape me if I was single/there. That thought will keep you company hopefully.

Re: Yesh... necrophiliac July 24 2005, 15:17:08 UTC

It wasn't... I don't want to intrude anymore though. I hope everything is going well with the girlfriend and all.

Re: Yesh... lebenisttod July 24 2005, 17:52:37 UTC

psh...intrude my ass! you rock, you know that.

Re: Yesh... necrophiliac July 25 2005, 01:30:15 UTC

no I don't...

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lil_angel_fuck July 25 2005, 21:18:53 UTC

what in the fuck? ...

necrophiliac July 26 2005, 03:27:15 UTC

I'm just sick of people walking all over me... Not to mention people making promises and not sticking to them. Most of all, people just dropping me for no reason... Same shit Joey did, and Andrew, and Brad and all them, ya know?

At least my dear Corey is still there for me though =) I swear, you and K-La are the most dependable people I know right now.

lil_angel_fuck July 26 2005, 03:31:23 UTC

About the dropping, trust me I know.
It's weird, but you can't let it bother you.
THEN THEY WIN!

Sorry for the promo!! ___promo October 5 2005, 17:20:28 UTC

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