It's already what...the 22nd? And still no cure cds. what the fuck is going on?!?! and the internet is no help. i would adore a remastered copy of head on the door. way back (when) i put most of the album onto my computer, with a few exceptions that i now regret (the blood). i wouldn't mind a remastered copy of the top either. now that just ( Read more... )

This is why events un-nerve me ( Read more... )

i think i'm going insane. i'm on some fucked up steroid medication for hives and it's making me want to just run naked through the night streets screaming for the itching to stop. i think i'm going to lay off the anti-histamine, even though everyone says it's suppose to help...IT DOESN'T. It seems to just make the itching worse and the hives ( Read more... )

My 14 year old nephew called me on the "goth" thing today ( Read more... )

Hauntingly by Clan of Xymox ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in a hotel room on my friends computer. I want my life to go from hotel room to hotel room. In order for this to happen i have to be the kind of person that travels a lot. Or i could be in a band and play the wood block or something. I really like hotel rooms. I just don't want my life to grace hotel rooms when you're at some ( Read more... )

the last few days have been spent outside. i guess i needed it more than anything after spending month after month in my room, occasionally stepping out to dance with ghosts or wander through darkened minds. i feel very in touch with nature all of a sudden and i can forget the horrors of the world for a moment ( Read more... )

what an uneventful weekend. i made a fire today though, burning random stuff i found in the shady corners of the yard. i need a new obsession. i need a new life.

why is it so fucking cold? it's so cold that the usual blanket of fur coat doesn't even work right. christopher lee was born today. sometimes i forget how much i like him. dracula, king haggard, count dooku, saruman, take your pick, christopher lee is my hero. i'm trying to figure out why nobody wrote a song about him. i reserched him and ( Read more... )

i lost my remote control a little while ago and as a result i haven't been watching television. now, i've wanted to watch less tv, because most of the time all that is on are people crying on reality shows. if it's not that then it's the news, barking about how everything sucks and nobody is doing anything to make it better. of course there are ( Read more... )