I'M MOVING

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lately i've been investigating graduate programs in linguistics.

maybe, just maybe, i'm starting to get the slightest idea of what i want to do after these four tumultuous years of undergraduate-ness.

I feel as though I’ve been constantly reaffirming myself to avoid this feeling of being haunted by my past. Sometimes I wonder when it’s all going to come back and completely extinguish this flickering flame of mine with an onslaught of guilt ( Read more... )

watermelon mornings and dragonfruit kisses

so so so so sosososooosososo soon!

I've been having incredibly intense and real-feeling dreams that leave me gasping alone in my bed in the middle of the night. Every night. I'm not one to have problems during sleep, I usually fall asleep within five minutes of my head hitting the pillow, it's usually that I'm an insomniac and just don't go to sleep, but that was last year's ( Read more... )

when i think of last summer, i taste green apples.

i taste green apples and rum and sunshine and sweat.

i'm in such anxious anticipation for the end of the school year, for the beginning of summer, for reunions with friends and family, for much-needed and long-awaited time spent with my kyle, for adventures.

come on come on come on
summerrrr

"i could never get tired of saying i love you, but after a while i want to be able to say i love you with my whole body too, you know? i want to say it in my eyes, say it with my lips, say it with every touch and every gesture."


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i can't decide if it's the physical aspect of it all that i miss the most. i have a sneaky feeling that it is. everything would be so much more grand if i didn't have all the time in the world to think about what you are to me. these days i'd rather not contemplate my happiness and instead just be ( Read more... )

i wish he was still here to fill up this empty space in a bed meant for two.

also ( Read more... )