i think somehow the universe made our brain maps with the same tools, carved our mountains out to stand beside each others. this entry made me really sad, and it also somehow pointed to exactly how ive felt this year a lot of times during school. its like i used to have roots, but this year it feels as if theyve been torn but i have to have some SOMEWHERE?? and then i look around in the hall and its this weird empty thing. like everyone who was once connected to me has now found new outlets, and ive been kinda left floating like dust after someone drives really fast and im too tired to make new ones. but as it sounds maybe you too, ive just been so down about it i dont do anything (because why should i even have to ? then i think it must be me cos everyone around me seems to be going fine.) i wrote a real journal entry...on paper... about it and actually drew a picture, which sounds weird, but im going to find it and type it out or send it to you if only to convince you that when i read this my heart almost fell out of its socket
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