and we start sprinting now, sprinting kicking up clams under our clammy wet sand feet underneath thousands of feet of water, north north north as the sea above our head grows thinner and thinner and the sunlight starts to filter through, and small trinkets of piano playing pipefish and guitar strumming tuna start to play music to the beat of our ( Read more... )

this is an afternote, i'm adding it before. .......if someone were to happen upon this random collection of ideas on this sprawling internet, and i wanted to test if he or she were my soulmate, i would post an ad of the following likely form ( Read more... )

h'anywayzz, i've been in this sort of mood but i know its from pure and total lack of sleep and ability to move one arm ( Read more... )

they are thoughts that i want to try and save, the internet's ability to do this for me sometimes makes me frantic in the thought of not being able to recall exactly how i worded something when (at the time) i worded it exactly how i felt about it. or the ability to write down thoughts, return to them later, and marvel at the fact that i am not ( Read more... )

SWEETHEART ( Read more... )

spin much too fast ( Read more... )

so can i just say that before last night i had slept 2 out of 48 hours? can't stop won't stop fall asleep in the shower, doze off while standing up? can i just say it was all one long day since friday morning? screw coherance. final, dumb hairdressers, pretty make-up & coral dresses, jumping up and down till the floor breaks beneath you, cut ( Read more... )

a small crack in my soul- starting, spreading like veins of spilled water if i stop for one second to think. gotta keep watching white noise on telivision, centipedes crawling all over each other, having my friends fill my brain up with words, talking, can't even stop to GRASP what this actually means, if i slow down and shut off the deafening ( Read more... )

i fill up journals, quickly. I feel, constantly. that's not entirely true, but huntie wrote that sentence once & i like it. at least I'd like to think I don't feel always, that I could get away from the selfishness of feelings & maybe just perpetually think, so the truth would be unclouded. I don't know why I tie so much of myself to others, so ( Read more... )

SAY SAY MY PLAAAAAAAAY MATE ( Read more... )