"I was extracted, spanked, and hosed off, in that order. They wrapped me in a blanket and put me on display among six other infants, four boys, two girls, all of them, unlike me, correctly tagged. This can't be true but I remember it: sparks slowly filling a dark screen ( Read more... )

brain spilled kindred (fifty years ago ( Read more... )

(these gills are growing back)

my place in the universe is underwater.

exposed like an x-ray!

machanically flipping yourself inside out to see what it looks like

undated. unknown.

PAPER SCRAPS:

August 19
1 am-ish

Karen O is amazing.
Karen O is pure love.

This one goes out to... Nick's parents!

BOOOSTOONNN

ahhhhhh

yesyesyes

(yeahyeahYEAH)

heee sad about tim not goin or maybe not whatevuh

weeeeeeeee goodnight

okay, this isn't dated, but i remember writing it. its from like two weeks ago, i found it on a piece of paper. un poco embarasante eh ( Read more... )

"consciousness is a biological accident"
^thank you for reading my mind

in the end, no one makes a lasting affect. they fall into the background noise of the past.

or my house might spontaneously combust

three a.m. strung out on medication produces thoughts that don't go in a straight line? whatever whatever

i decided to go back and erase some past like the Ministry of Truth, so i deleted the huge rant that was once this entry. not to forget that it happened, but because it made my eyes hurt when i looked at it. too many angry angry words. the last part i'll keep though ( Read more... )

we lay ( Read more... )