I swam up
From a deep sleep
Petals open slowly,
Reaching fingers

Light sparks fill the room
Like carbon monoxide
Like electric plague

Oh, to feel, to breathe
Return from abstract realm
Sense falls like needled raindrops
Life, crawling as ants
Across my plains, my expanses
Alive, alive.

you make me really, really happy ( Read more... )

a billion beez buzzin in my bloodstream. why can't i just be obviously subtle OR jump on you?

(don't be afraid!) this time it is different...
there's adventure- not domestication? i so tired i need to sleeep badly

shark bites. AHHH

july 27?
marker fumes

family tree. I want to know my branches the web that existed in order to create me.

---> I wasn't lying about the invisible ties. like Interpol I rest my chemistry.

:)

July 17 ( Read more... )

achey heart. hes so little and helpless. shakey heart. should have left him with his mom in the grass instead of assuming he needed your great newfound plastic saving skills, your blinking lights. now hes in my house and hes pulling on my heart strings and i want to bring him back but nature will say no and it makes me want to cry forever.

ive come to realize my life is just one long string of awkward moments strung together ( Read more... )

ive been drawing hands holding eyeballs with words pouring out of the retinas like pieces of glass, vision pieces of mirrors. drops of blood or tears faaaalling to the floor and exploding up into reaching hands, colors, energy. synergy, not that i know what that means exactly but thats what comes to mind. faces pulling teeth out by the string. ( Read more... )

thuh eleventh ( Read more... )

take off your masks. please. i cant see any of your faces. stop talking like a tv character or a walking billboard or a brainless myspace bulletin, the more pictures you take for websites, the more your conversation tastes like splenda. fake fake fake fake its not fun, it just looks good. talk like yourself from your brain lets exchange ( Read more... )