so much opportunity is dancing at my fingertips. i would like to drop everything and stay here for a year (or two, or three...) but these strings of obligation tug and pull, a reminder that prevents me from doing so. i'm desperately searching for a way to get back to europe as soon as possible. i want to throw myself into a new way of living and ( Read more... )

Oh, did I say
That I loathe you?
Did I say
That I want to leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you.

and it happens all over again.

..well, except it's just different this time around. just a lot wiser on my part and feeling like instead of destroying something beautiful for the worse, this has potentially made things a hell of a lot better. i don't know why i wasn't able to wrap my mind around this beforehand, this friendship being able to work ( Read more... )

...things like how it would be so much easier if we rented out an apartment in granada for the semester, because this family business is getting on my nerves, and i think i'm beginning to realize that i love living in places that aren't my home and getting accustomed to living a different lifestyle and having a different routine, and then it makes ( Read more... )

"I can't believe you were a sim city girl."

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

love.

i've forgotten how much sailing used to be a part of my life. when my mom met my stepdad i must have been around 4 or 5 years old, and for about 5 summers all we used to do was sail. we'd go around the elizabeth islands, up to maine, and one year we even took a trip out to washington state to sail around in waters that i probably wouldn't even ( Read more... )

so close to i love you.

... i don't need this right now. lots of things about to happen and i'm having a hard time dealing with not being able to please everyone.

so so so so many things to write down and resurrect from my memory. let's start brushing these sticky cobwebs aside ( Read more... )

i quite like the snap and gush sounds a watermelon makes when it is being cut and opened.

that pink fruit, almonds, and your kisses in the morning have been a few recent essentials.

i am very very excited for spain and spanish living.

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