well last night pretty much sucked.... I gave into my fast and binged at skyline... well I was definatly punished for it. A few ours later while I'm playing rock band with my friends I basically ask them to leave... and I spend the next hour in the bathroom throwing up etc. I was a sweaty and shakey. And before I finally threw up I got really dizzy ( Read more... )

ok first entry in about .... wow probably more then a year! Well the plan is t try to post every day when I get home before I go to bed from now on... I have my writen journals to take with me... hmmm well i'll probably stick to those... ok love you i'm going to go write in that ... sorry i tried... bye!

nothing but diet dr pepper for the next 3 days...and water of course... wish me luck love you all

Yay for my first official whole day back... Ok i'm starting with a fast today because i know i'll be drinking tonight... it's tacky wedding party with my sorority so NO eating! i can do it it'll be easy day 1 is always easy...i'm so excited about tacky wedding tonight... i just don't think my outfit is tacky enough... oh well... luv you all!!!!

Ok my plan for today is STUDY all morning for my economics exam that I have at 12:20. Then as soon as my test is over it's off to the gym I haven't had time to go because i've been working so much and it usually closes before I get off work and i have class in the morning. Anyway after my exam definatly going to the gym. Goal at the gym is to do an ( Read more... )

Ok well did amazing all day today only had veggies and water then comes down to the final hours befor i go to bed and i binge... Thank god for the george forman at least making my binge not too bad... I had chicken ( Read more... )

thank you too all who helpped my with my grocery list problem....going to go to the grocery store next time i have nothing to do....well feeling fatter then ever going to get to the gym tomorrow goal is an hour of cardio but we'll see.. luv yeah all think thin!!!!!

Ok on a juice fast today with my fasting buddy.. nothing but water and juice and if we absolutly need something we can have only fruit or raw vegetables...so yeah it's only ten and i know it's really nothing to celebrate but i'm doing amazing so far and i'm not even hungry reall so good for me! lol ok well i have so much work to do for school today ( Read more... )

I eat out a lot with my bf because it is pretty much the only thing that we do together because it's usually too late to do anything else at the times we get to hang out.. and we don't have a place to watch movies together so that is out... what is the best thing to order when eating out? Like drink and food... as many options as you can think of ( Read more... )

ok I totally suck today i has a doughnut for brekfast... i don't even know why i just was like half awake and me and rob were standing in the kitchen and i just shoved it in my mouth without even thinking... yeah ummm i'm an idiot... and to make it even worse rob bought me McDonalds for breakfast... and i couldn't say no because he doesn't have a ( Read more... )