So the last two nights have been rough, but Im full of hope for today. Im gonna start the 2468 tomorrow. Im just scared of binging. Im totally fine when I dont eat but when I give in, I binge. Im starting volleyball again though so I need the energy. Im gonna make a eating chart today though. Ill plan everything Im gonna eat and not do anything off ( Read more... )

Last night was an insane night!! One of my really good friends had a surprise party and it was amazing. It was pretty small, but still amazing. We swam and were in the spa basically the whole time , except when we were eating (It was hard enough being in my freakin bathing suit!! atleast i had long board shorts on) .=[ One of my REALLY close ( Read more... )