Also, i would like to announce

I made it through an entire day without thinking about jason.

sounds retarded, but wow. *huge* progress :)

a wise person once said
don't aim for success if you want it, just do what you love and beleive in, and success will come.

another wise person once said
if you teach people who they are, you won't have to teach them how to behave.

both are things i've been thinking about / trying to implement in my life.
somewhat unsuccessfully, albeit. but it's like ( Read more... )

hahahah i just had a dream about hugging god. best dream ever. good times, lol. and good company ( Read more... )

right now i'm in a really awkward position where i've grown up enough to know i'm being a child, but i'm still to immature to know what to do about it. So i'm in this place i hate who i am, but have no idea how to be the better person in my head ( Read more... )

so frustrated.
almost gave up on a lot of things today.
maybe i'll feel better about it in the morning.
in the meantime i just feel like an ass.
but hey, that's what college is for ey?
learning about how much you suck, and making the best of it.
can't ask for a whole lot more than that i guess.

Jesus, I pray
Take all my mistakes
Throw them away
Destroy them ( Read more... )

so i've embarked on a quest to improve my relationship with god. it really wasn't my idea, thing just fell into place, and now i'm so pumped about it, i know it had to be god's doing. i've acquired the purpose driven life , and i'm keeping a journal as i read a chapter a day... writing my thoughts, weaknesses, strengths, realizations, etc. i think ( Read more... )

holy cow i feel overwhelmed. yesterday was such a good day... what happened ( Read more... )

so life just got interesting. basically i have every second of my life planned out until friday. woo senior design 30% review! boohiss. naturally i have a prob/stat test that day too. fun!

other than that, today was a really good day. it occured to m that i'm getting much better at being reasonable about my infaturation with marriage. definitely ( Read more... )

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you ( Read more... )

I'M SUPER EXCITED FOR SUNDAY NIGHT! yay MODEX!

At twenty years of age i'm still looking for a dream
...but you've got great plans for me
Though i can`t always see

`cause i got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together
But perfection is my enemy
On my own i'm so clumsy
But on your shoulders i can see
I'm free to ( Read more... )