450 cal today... im GOING to be 140 by the 7th. 2 lbs in 3 days is going to happen!!

if i could be 141 even in the morning i will be SO HAPPY... if im 140.anything i will explode with happiness. haha

 ate absolutely nothing yet, just water ( Read more... )

time to get dressed and head out for the workout day!!
143.6 this morning, that's what i get for eating so much yesterday :( 

 mmm piercings. haha i love them! i dont like them all over the place... im very strategic about mine! i've gotten 9, but thats all one my ears, and one on my nose! 2 of them closed up though, so i have to get them again soon ( Read more... )

 800 for the day! finished it off with quinoa and sauteed vegetables, more TEA! , and a cookie i split with a friend. cookie was a bad call, but eh, ok on the calories. yummy i feel like i totally got to pig out and eat that cookie, AND the truffles today, but still only 800! good mood, but i unfortunately have the most incredible urge to binge!! i ( Read more... )

 lindt truffles are too delish for my well-being!! haha

i grabbed two out of the bowl of easter candy my mom put out!! ugh. so that puts me up to 200 for the day. not too bad for 6pm i guess, but WHERE'S MY NUTRIENTS?! im a bit of a freak about nutrition. i've been vegetarian for about 3 years now, and im making the transition to vegan as we speak ( ( Read more... )

 i knew 146 was too high! im PMSing, so i've been weighing around 144 lately, until all the sudden i was 146 yesterday! and i was not bingeing at all. this morning im back down to 143.8
not great, but better. love seeing that scale drop (: haha
so far today a cup of tea, and i feel great. my tummy is grumbling away- another great feeling!!

 I won't always post this much....

stats- i've never put them anywhere but in my notebooks :O

CW: 146
LW: 128
HW: 158

GW1: 140
GW2: 135
GW3: 130
GW4: 125
GW5: 117

I set a lot of goal weights for myself... i feel accomplished more often this way. i want to reach my ultimate by the 4th of july!!

 Today I ate ( Read more... )

What a terrible time I'm going through )-:

I need my outlet, and unfortunately (fortunately for my looks haha-ish) my way of dealing is through controlling my eating.
I usually do this alone, but I decided the change I need to make in my life is to stop feeling so alone in everything. So while I still don't want to burden my family and friends with ( Read more... )