525 calories, 145pm

i think i'm gonna have another snack and some tea.

quit liquid fast. i was feeling like total crap on it. so just restricted instead. 840 cals, walked around the mall for a few hours, so burned some of that off. good. hopefully at least another pound lost tomorrow

1st day of the master cleanse. haha how goofy am i doing this? but it sounds good, and it has health benefits, not just weight loss ones. i have 20 days till i go back to school, so we'll see how long i can keep this up before i go back ( Read more... )

so i've made myself eat 1200 calories the last 2 days. it's funny cause it feels like a lot now. but i feel good that im making a good change. it blows that im not losing weight now, its staying the same. i figure my metabolism is a little off, but since i only restricted heavily for like a month, it should bounce back soon. maybe even tomorrow. a ( Read more... )

i just purged for the first time ever. that was an epic reality check. i let myself get unhealthy about this, while fooling myself into thinking i was still in control. i still dont think i have an ED, but i need to get myself in check before i actually do develop one.

i am a size 6, so i'm not fat. i'm not skinny, but im sure as hell not fat. i ( Read more... )

 weight stayed the same. walked 70 minutes, still need to do my leg/ab work. had tea and fruit salad, 200 cal so far. maybe cereal or another cup of fruit salad for dinner. thank God for leftovers night. to reach my goal on time i need to lose over a pound today. 

i am so fed up with myself. i can't believe i was doing so well, and i blew it tonight.i need to learn to hang out with friends and not stuff my face. i can't stop grabbing all my fat. there's so much of it. i can't believe i let myself go like this. i got to the point where ive now LOST almost 20 lbs from my high weight, and im still disgusting. ( Read more... )

 1265 calories today. and i only walked 45 minutes. i need to do abs and leglifts or something. im disgusting.

140.8 ( Read more... )

 i want to weigh myself like every five seconds!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAH! i wish i was constantly losing weight. haha shitt this needs to go faster