Haven't made an entry in a while I see ... I've been writing in my xanga a lot and just haven't had time to keep up with both. I'd stop using this journal and just use xanga but then I dunno ... where would I post my meaningless surveys I guess. lol. Well, I wrote this poem and posted it in my xanga but I saw it livejournal worthy so here goes ( Read more... )

( survey, kinda long - but i was bored )

As much as I hate where I am now - I love where I'm going and where I've been. I love dreaming about what's to come and remembering what has passed. My mom told me today to "figure out what I want" ... this will take some work. It's not that I'm sad ... I just feel a little lost, a little out of place, a little ... not myself I guess. But tonight I ( Read more... )

March 30th ... A year ago today I woke up in my room with a text message that said "I love you" and I felt so loved and wanted. How do I know this? Thanks go out to my tiny Marissa because she got me to make a livejournal on March 27th last year, which was the day I went to the movies with Zach when I proved to him that oompa loompas were a real ( Read more... )

(Haven't written in here in sooo damn long ( Read more... )

Wow ... life is just WEIRD!! Not depressing or like thrilling ... just strange, but in a good way. I slaped Tom today ... and man did it feel good too. I didn't go to school, but I stopped by at lunch so yea that was friggin awesome - almost up there with making that Petco lady almost cry with my story about the dead rat. Then, I dropped back by ( Read more... )

Okay if you read my xanga you've already read this but I thought it was also LiveJournal worthy and I didn't feel like rewritting it so I straight up copyed it. And I'm really getting sick of that background pic ... it's just like BAM my fucking face!! Ahhh, it's a little scary. okay I'll find a new one maybe ( Read more... )

It’s that time again … update THE LIST (of things to do before I die). It was last updated September 14, 2004 at 5:00 pm (I’m serious I looked it up). I crossed out and underlined the new things I’ve taken off, the other things crossed out were already crossed out before. Things that I just took off the list are in italics. Enjoy ( Read more... )

"Girls with no fathers ..." -- No, not exactly what I'm looking for hmmmm more like "lives of girls without their fathers love" -- I'm getting close to a statement on that one but still not what I'm looking for exactly. I'll try my explantion first. A thought ran across my head. I recall hearing at different times in my life about how girls need to ( Read more... )

Friggin Hello ( Read more... )