Count Down:
27 Days to My 19th birthday

i hate people and i hate life... this sounds so emo but i wish i could find someone who needs me as much as i need them

i want to disappear....

im depressed and i dont want to be here

someone shoot me...... im already tired of school.

my western civ prof got on his knees in the front of the class and begged people to read treasure island. it was really funny. he always goes off talking about what a nice day it is or what he did that morning, etc. its great.

I'm now on a low sodium diet. I can't eat anything!!!! I don't know what to do! Try looking at everything you have in your kitchen. then you'll see how hard this is for me.

I went to the doctor today to find out whats causing my kidney stones and they gave me a huge list of things i cant eat.

Chocolate is on that list...

i am finally done with shopping...thank god. i am so ready to get this holiday over with...ugh. dont get me wrong, i love christmas, but i am so tired of all the political correctness. all the "happy holidays" and telling little kids that they can't perform at their school pageant because they chose songs about Christ. im tired of it. this is a ( Read more... )

I hate emergency rooms, especially when they are overcrowded. I went again on monday and they put me in a room and left me in pain for an hour before anyone could see me. I didnt care how long they left me as long as they gave me drugs. thats all i really wanted.... but no, i could have done the IV myself if they just gave me the stuff. i just ( Read more... )