I don't know how I put up with this for so long. I should of obeyed my conscience and moved out two years ago. Instead I have been reduced to babysit people, that love to act like drunken idiots
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If you only knew what it feels like to be rejected and humiliated and to feel your heart ripped out because you finally took a chance on that relationship and it wound up confirming all your worst fears that you are worthless and not worth caring about.
Say a prayer for me, help me to feel the strength, I did. My identity, has it been taken? Is my heart breaking? All my plans fell though my hands, they fell though my hands on me. All my dreams it suddenly seems, It suddenly seems, empty.
People say I never update but it's because they are not on my friends list and I never really announced when I started making my posts Friends Only. So here you go.