It has been a long time coming but I do not think I will be writing in here anymore. There's a few reasons, some valid, some not but I will not list them.

It was fun while it lasted.

I will still leave my account open and up so that I can keep all of my old writings. Maybe one day I will start it all up again.

Don't you worry,
they won't find my body
I want you to know
I found peace in another worldwhy try? honestly. why ( Read more... )

been awhile... and i apologize for it being so short. more to come in the future, and soon!

// Is it crime to succumb to sin
To a sin, when it looks like an angelic girl? //How do we know what we do is right? Without the preaching, repression, and pressure of others... How do we know what is right to ourselves? Especially when we have trouble even ( Read more... )

just memories on a page inside a spiral notebookeverytime i get it i throw it away ( Read more... )

i cant sleep... and damn do i want to. just to dream ( Read more... )

i hate this. i really do. i feel nothing and yet i'll remember everything. drunk and stoned. ugh.

why do i feel like i have to drown away my feelings, my emotions... why do i feel like if i drown everything then somehow it'll be ok when i wake up.

i'm in a room full of people and yet somehow i feel so alone...

i hate this.

A lesson:

Let me be your armor
Let me be your shield
Let me take away the pain you feel (your armor)
Let me be the light
That guides your way through darkest night
Let me be your armor.
there's something about being in love, being loved, and loving someone that takes you over and puts you in this warm, fuzzy, happy place you can't escape from. i ( Read more... )

"The sound you're hearing
is the symphony of what we are.
Revelation will not come
with heart and mind closed and divided."


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( Arena - VNV NATION (lyrics) )

finally got net at the apartment. should have my own alienware pc soon... IE: 1 week if things go as planned

oh and... new VNV Nation ---

all creation has the promise of heaven
and still you travel the road to hell
I'm saying nothing for the good of myself
but I'm still talking and you're not listening
how can you be true to yourself when you can ( Read more... )