It was mostly one of those days where I wanted to tie a brick to my ankle and jump ship. I guess each day I beat it is a success ( Read more... )

2006 started out with me rolling my car into a ditch, I panicked deeply when it was unnecessary, it was as if my life was ending because of the amount of money I had to cough up and the time I spent with out my own transportation. Looking back it wasn’t nearly as bad as it seemed. I got into the most comfortable situation financially ever in my ( Read more... )

Here are a couple of the pictures its just me and Steven goofing off before going to my parents house on Christmas Eve, trying to take a nice picture for my grandmother.

( Hit me up, baby, and knock me down
Drop what you're doing and come around
We can hold hands till the sun goes down
Cause I know
That you
And I
Can be
Together
Cause I love you )

My Christmas was so nice. I mean there was a little bit of bull shit here and there but it was all pretty much effortlessly tolerable. It almost seems fake, like I dreamt it up. I took some pictures I’ll post later on when I feel a little better. My parents gave me gift cards and candy mainly but my dad bought me a ring. Its tanzanite and diamonds ( Read more... )

It never fucking ceases to amaze me how worthless human beings can be at times ( Read more... )

I want to douse it in gasoline, hold a match to it long enough to hear it beg but not long enough to burn my finger tips then I want to set it ablaze, the idea that is. I wish I could hate all the bad physical, tangible things like I hate the invisible, untouchable, intangible evils. Because if anything caused me this degree of grief I could get my ( Read more... )

( Me and the Amber-Eyed Australian )

There are places I'll remember ( Read more... )

It's so windy outside here, its makes the cold miserable. Over the weekend Steven bought me a nice coat thats wind and water proof and big enough to go over my suit jackets at work. He's the man. Its got a nice belt around the waist all I need is a scarf to wrap around my hair and then tuck into my coat and with the sunglasses he got me too I would ( Read more... )

I am so fucking tired, I was wide awake for about two solid hours last night in the middle of the night, I was staying with Steven so I wasn't alone, so it wasn't as mentally tormenting as it is when I'm at home. But he ended up on the phone with work for about an hour of it, so yeah ( Read more... )