I am so incredibly fucking happy that Christmas is over. Now if everyone would just take down their fucking lights and bullshit I could start to pretend the holiday didn't even happen ( Read more... )

Fuck Holidays.

Fuck 2008.

I want to ravage Ben.

I have heart surgery next month.

I want to get into Make Up Designory in NYC.

I got a monroe done Saturday morning. Here's pics.


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I had planned to go out all 4 nights this week that I had off. So far so good but somehow I doubt I keep it up. Right now its a serious effort to get out of bed. I have laundry that's been backed up for almost a month now that's nagging at me ( Read more... )

I was trying to recollect my weekend and I can't seem to remember shit ( Read more... )

Yesterday's work day was HELL. It seemed to scoot by pretty quick though and in the treacherous I95 traffic Landi called to say he was in Daytona headed to Jax. At first I was ecstatic. Then I started thinking, a dangerous task for me. I tried to focus on other things while I waited for him to come over. He called again to tell me the house he was ( Read more... )

I had the longest weekend and I can’t say that was necessarily a good thing ( Read more... )

Indecision is a very thin and fragile piece of wood bridging from one cliff to another cliff that is too far away to safely reach. I feel like I sit dead in the middle of that fucking excuse for a walk way every day of my life ( Read more... )

I have never been particularly attracted to brown eyes. I feel like I was cursed with them sometimes when I see my brother’s perfect little pools of Caribbean Sea for pupils. I have been told my eyes are not brown, they are hazel and I get compliments enough about how beautiful they are but it’s probably an illusion my make up is casting. I can ( Read more... )

I went to the Faint last night at Freebird. It was a very good show. The first opening act was called Summerbirds in the Cellar and I rather liked them. They were indie but it was pretty dark. They were standing around after the show and I thought maybe I would tell them they had a bad ass sound then decided against it because I am not a brown nose ( Read more... )

Yesterday would have been 3 years, officially. I had been dreading that day coming for weeks. The two hardest feats for me would be the 21st and then the nine inch nails show, which hasn’t come yet. I figured if I lost it and went on a homicidal rampage or worse it would have been yesterday so I started therapy yesterday. I randomly picked a doctor ( Read more... )