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Writer's Block: ONTD Games Giveaway
Sergei Dragunov from the Tekken series because although he wouldn't be much of a conversationalist, he's easy on the eyes and he'd probably teach me some excellent SAMBO moves. -
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Sadness should always be a private thing. People should just fucking smile when it hurts and move on. I hate people that complain, that tell other people their sob stories, that want comfort and sympathy and just someone to fucking listen. I hate that. People need self-reliance and independence, because really nobody gives a fuck. And that's fine, ( Read more... ) -
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Reading reading reading. I've been doing so much fucking reading lately. I like to read, but I'm doing it now with a kind of almost desperation. I'm trying to forget maybe. Or maybe just distract myself. It's exam season, too, which keeps me occupied, but I can't sleep at night so I have so many hours with nothing to do and nowhere to go, so I try ( Read more... ) -
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Screibox. My distraction from life. See, it's not the same as talking to real people -- those people know me; those people are part of my life. Talking to them isn't a distraction from anything at all. I need to not think about life for a while. I need something that takes me away from it completely. When I talk to these usernames, I pretend there ( Read more... ) -
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It's been fucking hot lately and it's disgusting. My mom saw me the other day and she said, "Drink more water", and that is literally her solution for everything. I'm not even kidding. If there's anything wrong with anyone she's always convinced that it's because they hadn't drank enough water. I guess it makes sense to say that in this weather, ( Read more... ) -
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Bleh. I've been busy lately. I've been out and about doing things. I had a date recently, for example. He was really pretty, really sexy, seemed really into me. The whole thing was frightening. Since Killer...well, I've been thinking ever since then, that I need to take some time to fix me before I can expect to have any kind of meaningful ( Read more... ) -
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Photo albums make me feel unbearably sad...especially really old photo albums because the experience is then like looking at picture after picture of dead people in a neat little book set with lace and tied with a rosy pink bow. The photographer immortalizes them on film, capturing them in a moment when they are teeming with feeling and thoughts ( Read more... ) -
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I called in sick to work today because I want to spend as much time with my kitty as possible. The whole thing is very stark and very sad. My mom's coming over today because she's "worried about me". I don't know why. I'm worried about my cat and he's the only one worth worrying about. She said on the phone that she was talking to one of her ( Read more... ) -
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My kitty's dying of cancer. And I'm sitting here. Wasting my time. Wasting my life. Wasting his. -
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I feel like I need to get outside of my head ( Read more... )