I just want someone to talk to,
They hate me, and I don't know why :'(

I know I always set myself plans and never actually achieve them, but this time i'm going to. I'm sick of being 9st, I HAVE to be at 8st again, i'm disgusting ( Read more... )

Dear you,

I don't think you actually have any idea how I feel about you, do you? I've fallen for you so hard, and day in day out i've got this dull ache in my chest wishing you loved me too. Maybe once exams are over you'll say you love me too again, I'm using that as something to keep me going right now. I'm so stressed with exams, and worried ( Read more... )

Sunday 26th April about 127 :(                     LOSE 3LBS.

Sunday 3rd May, 124.                                    LOSE 2LBS.

Sunday 10th May, 122.                                  LOSE 3LBS.

Sunday 17th May, 119.                                  LOSE 2LBS.

Sunday 24th May, 117.                                  LOSE 1LB.

Sunday 31st May, 116 ( Read more... )

 So.. I've had 130 cals today.
I wont have any more food until tomorrow.

xo

Tomorrow starts a new.
Im going to lose.

Dear Aj,
You'll never know this, but the things you've said to me the past two days, the things you've written about me on facebook, they've hurt. Really hurt.
Me

Dear me,
Suck it up. This is the way it's going to be. Who knew love could so suddenly change to hate?
Me

Dear James,
Don't break my heart, please?
Me

It's on.

FUCK YOU!

:'(

I tried helping, it's never happening again. EVER!

Dear,..
My hatred for this disorder is focused on people in my mind.
FUCK OFF already!
ugh.