Control. Come back. Please?

No longer shall I be me.

Ok, so maybe i was kidding myself.
It's starting again. Here goes.

Dear someone who'll just listen ( Read more... )

Under 8st by 17th of December - Medlink!
I'VE FUCKING SICK OF THIS!!!

I've hit rock bottom.

You know what; i'm sick of making myself empty promises, this time is for real. I don't care whether people say i'm thin, or look good, or whatever! I'm not, i know that, and that's all i care about.
From today onwards i'm not going to be buying lunch, why waste that money that i need?! It's just fucking stupid! I can use that £10 a week to save ( Read more... )

As of now, i'm losing a lot of weight, there's no way i'm not going to.
I've just had my hair cut short, kinda like a long bob, and i'm not going to have my face look fat!
I'm setting myself a goal:

Today: I'm 119.
Wednesday i will be: 117.
Saturday i will be: 115.
Next Saturday i will be: 112.

And from there i will set myself more goals, starting at 111 ( Read more... )

Fasting as of yesterday at roughly 8.00pm until saturday evening whenever tea is. I feel gooood, this will work =]

Yes, that's me, as per usual.
This morning down to 113lbs. Almost 112. Then what did i do, go and eat some vanilla fudge and a couple of rubarb&custard sweets!! If i had to eat why the hell didn't i go buy a bloody carrot or something! I'm so fucking pathetic. I'm only eating tea from now on. Argh.

Emma, you're going to lose 3lbs by Sunday.
You're not going to look obese for Aj.
You're not going to eat even one square of chocolate.
You're not going to eat any special K.
You're not going to have breakfast.
You're not going to have lunch.
You're not going to finish tea.
You're not going to  be lazy, you're going to go on the wii fit for half a hour ( Read more... )