Last night I sat thinking of the last few years. Today, we are going to re-live my relationships. That's right! The saga of Tanja and Taylor as told by Nanka. Get a snack and potty now cause this is gonna be a long one. Ready
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And I know that Dan is just fucking up my life. I know that. I know that being with him will only hurt me and I know that he takes over me. But its what I've always wanted. You've had the dreams. You know what I'm talking about. I'm happy, though.
Before, I wasn't happy.
I still care about you. Even if I don't talk to you. The only reason I don't/didn't is because I was/am afraid you will just snap on me and start yelling at me. :( I know that everything I've done is stupid, but... I don't know. Whenever I make a weak attempt to talk to you, I feel like you don't care and you just push me away.
Also, you're going to my birthday party. Well... if you want to. I miss our conversations about philosophies and books. That is one of the things I really value/valued.
I'm going to your play on this Saturday.
I'm still me. No matter how much it may appears that I have changed, I still have the basic principles that make up me. And if you want, I'd love to walk to A&W with you sometime. :)
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It wasn't just you I didn't say anything to. It was everybody. I didn't want to bother anybody.
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And I know that Dan is just fucking up my life. I know that. I know that being with him will only hurt me and I know that he takes over me. But its what I've always wanted. You've had the dreams. You know what I'm talking about. I'm happy, though.
Before, I wasn't happy.
I still care about you. Even if I don't talk to you. The only reason I don't/didn't is because I was/am afraid you will just snap on me and start yelling at me. :( I know that everything I've done is stupid, but... I don't know. Whenever I make a weak attempt to talk to you, I feel like you don't care and you just push me away.
Also, you're going to my birthday party. Well... if you want to. I miss our conversations about philosophies and books. That is one of the things I really value/valued.
I'm going to your play on this Saturday.
I'm still me. No matter how much it may appears that I have changed, I still have the basic principles that make up me. And if you want, I'd love to walk to A&W with you sometime. :)
With Love,
Taylor.
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