I'm tired ( Read more... )

I'm working on things when I can....it's good to write ( Read more... )

The gulf of reason has left me empty

Glaring across the blackened husks of the fallen

A maelstrom of anger brewing in my minds eye

The fury so strong that it quells itself into inner turmoil

I cannot reason with my empty thoughts any longer

There cause creating a dam of emotions a thousand fold deep

I can hear the screams but my mouth ( Read more... )

It's been a month since I've found myself in my journal.  It has not been a good month.  It's been a lonely, quiet empty month that's been eating away at my insides without any regards to what it munches down on.  I'm, overtly tired when I need to be awake....I'm quite awake when I need to be tired.  I'm lost on who's a real friend vs who's not... ( Read more... )

So yeah....I do not know why i think anybody really cares about my existence except a very select few. I get evicted on last ditch notice...I haven't heard from one person....in fact most people are still finding out when they see me.  Not call....really no one calls.  Yet the person in my same situation was inundated with people checking in to see ( Read more... )

So here's the deal ( Read more... )

For Another Day ( Read more... )

I seem to have lyrics on the mind....all the damn rain...mar ( Read more... )

Comment and I'll give you a letter; then you have to list ten things you LOVE that begin with that letter. Afterward, post this in your journal and give out some letters of your own.

Liz gave me a D.

1.  Dogs

2. Danger

3. Down Comforters

4. Dilligaf

5. Drinks

6. Driving

7. Dennys

8. D&D

9. DP

10. Dick (Richard Cheese rocks!)

It was supposed to be a good night but things throw a curve ball at you and you go from having some company and enjoyment to sitting home alone.  I guess I'm just not as fun as other people.  Honestly right now I feel like a loser who's life is not going anywhere...and for the first time in a long time I'm feeling hate towards myself.  I think for ( Read more... )