...i do believe that i had forgotten such tears could exist until last night...i was sitting at the borough after work...and in she walked...that was the best hug i have gotten in a very long time ( Read more... )

...i think i may be going crazy. all i want is some actual free time...more than a day...to spend alone...and paint. now, i know that i have made the choices to stay so incredibly busy on my own...so i really have no right to bitch about it. i really do love that my days are so full most of the time...but every now and then...mostly when i ( Read more... )

i have come to several realizations ( Read more... )

you guys gotta check out these short films...they are crazy.

i met this guy this guy at an art show that my philosophy professor put on...it was pretty interesting

shiny clowns

so...i danced all day today...i did what seemed like thousands of pirouettes ( Read more... )

beautiful ( Read more... )

you know...i just feel...really...let down
this is the same habit i always fall into
i wait...and i wait...and then...they do not
i know it is something very small...
but it represents so much to me...
so much of how i have not changed at all...
how little i have grown...
i am still waiting...when i should be going...
i should do what i want...that ( Read more... )

so yesterday was CRAZY at work...the server was down...and it was an absolute mess...

...this weekend...camping on the beach...if anyone would like to join...please let me know...
...the more the merrier...i would love for more people to come...

...things are rather positive right now...
...busy...but with good things...

...how much you shall be missed
i do not think you will ever understand the difference you have made in my life...
...but you will never be forgotten...
...you...are amazing...

a perfect night of nothing ( Read more... )