i had a scary, somewhat clairvoyant dream/premonition when i was half awake the other night.

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i dont know how to ask for help anymore ( Read more... )

If I cry, will you wipe away the tears?
If I go to deep, will you stop the bleeding?
If I left, would you follow?
If I screamed, would you protect me?
If I fell, would you catch me?
If I saved you, would you be happy?

you always know how to do it, i look up to you, love you, care for you and you fucking screw me over each time, this one is for you.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be ( Read more... )

The dance was so fucking awesome, haha, it had its ups and downs tho ( Read more... )

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happy birthday adam!

today was a pretty good day, and my enter key on the keyboard is still broken for some reason... :-/ but yeh! anyway... so i went to the varsity guys volleyball practice and it was fun as hell, i thought i played really well too it was soo awesome! oh and oddly enough i was partnered up with eric pardee for two on two haha damn he is GOOD, and he ( Read more... )

it seems like everytime i try to make it right it all comes down on me ( Read more... )