Its time to make a change.

I think I feel worse about everything in my life right now than I ever have before. I am dealing with so much right now all at once and it is crushing me. All the emotions I feel right now I can not handle because not even one of them is positive. Ive been blocking out so much and its all coming out now and i dont know what to do. I am so lost ( Read more... )

Im so miserable. I feel like I have no one. Kts moving five hours away, my little sister is moving to Washington, and Jess is possibly/probably moving to San Fransico. I know I have Kim, but when I have no one else, it almost doesnt matter.

Am I really that hard to understand?

Felicia is such a stupid stupid bitch! I am completely over ever trying to hang out with her or for that matter even try to be her friend. She is NOT the same person she used to be at all. At all! It fucking sucks. Sometimes I feel like if I didnt choose to date Kim instead of Felicia maybe things wouldnt be like this and she wouldnt lie to me all ( Read more... )

God Ive been so depressed lately. My life is so shitty and boring. Having only one friend really sucks. And what sucks even more is that shes leaving and then Ill have no one. Well thats not exactly true Ill still have Kim. I feel bad saying this but shes just not enough. I need friends too. But Im so fucking shy and too depressed to even leave the ( Read more... )

Kim and I adopted the sweetest kitty-cat ever. His name is Onyx. It was Madison but we didnt like it and it was just the name that the shelter gave him. At first he was a lttle scared when we brought him home, he checked out the house a bit and then hid under the couch. Finally when he came out and got used to us he just chilled on the couch with ( Read more... )

Wow so my uncle is the biggest douche bag alivie! Recently my dad put sthis thing up on Facebook saying that Kim and I should have the same rights as him and my mom. Then my uncle commented it and was like "Alicias a lesbo" Then I commented his comment and said that I am a lesbian and hes a dick. Then today he facebook chatted me and was lik "HEY ( Read more... )

God I keep fucking up. I skipped school again. Damn it. I skipped Wednesday too. But its so hard for me to get up and go when Kim is sleeping like a baby next to me. I hate that her not being in school effects my shit. But I also hate school. Its so boring and stupid and I really dont give a shit about anything Im learning anymore. I dont know what ( Read more... )

Friends are weird. Especially the ones that you are very close to. Its like you know them so well that you are afraid to tell them how you really feel. Idk ( Read more... )