So I thouht I was over this, I thought I had moved on but oh how I was wrong.

dear way too informed,
i wish i never said a thing.
t'was an accident.
things will never be the same.
sincerly
hiding in shame

dear clueless,
i have a thing for you.
this is all, just needed to tell u
sincercly,
patheticly waiting.

I always find myself the constant third wheel, and im always oblivious. Until its to late to get out. fuck you.
this happens to me the same time every year. spring luv sucks.

--- why can't i type for shit right now.

in everyone's life there comes a time when you wake up all alone and you can't blaime anyone but your self. After the "awesomeness" of last night and going through the fragments of the events between the sips and sloppy word exchangles . Sliding out of yet another bed in the early morn racing the sun as if you make it home before the sun rises it ( Read more... )

im not hurt, im not a broken spirit needing repair Im no longer hiding sad faces behind a walls andmasks. in reality im not sure i ever did, only felt like i should feel sad instead i feel nothing. i really am just that calous. ive never asked for your love or to be included in your twisted lie you call family. we've been at odds this whole time ( Read more... )

i would be stuck in a this barron land with nothing to do. a run down of whats sucks here:
family i dont like
the state of ohio
annoying dog
killer dog
the possiblity of being mauled in my sleep
having noone to keep my stupid ass step-dad in line.
fuck this shit sucks

this is an odd feeling... if only i knew what or why

the truth is that i am angry. it is with u. u asked about hypocrisy. i cant tell u im angry and i dont know why. oh well.

fake friends... fake feelings
instant messaging... instant excuses