This has been an interesting two days. I have literally never lived alone before. I've always lived with someone else who was always there, at most I'd have part of a day to myself never multiple days. I feel like my time management skills are shut the hell because I don't have any one else to answer to/inconvenience. I mean, shit still gets done, ( Read more... )

Listening to Scooter almost always takes me back to standing on top of that mountain watching the sun set and all I hear in my head is "Tomorrow is a blank slate, another chance to do it right, to do it better. You've fucking got this if you just keep going."

Walked into my bosses office and he said "Damn it negumi, I told you I'm not going to help you with any more of your personal problems ( Read more... )

( My trip to the Laundromat )

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( Been putting this off for awhile )

Wake up: uuuuggggghhh tired, hurt everywhere, must have been carrying that giant metal box out of the car and to the donation center :flop on couch: ffffuuu don't want to move, cat's whining becuase they have no food. hhhhnnnggg fine I'll feed you and I should probably work out ( Read more... )

Yesterday afternoon I fell into a serious funk, angry, depressed, thinking about things and people that only cause me stress and unhappiness. It took me hours to rise out of it, hours of just suck and I only rouse out of it I didn't expunge it ( Read more... )

Passed on from someone else, I don't know where they got it.

Examples of being nerdy at work:
"When I was in Desert Storm in 1991 (did I just give my age away?), my troop was patrolling through some destroyed vehicles. As we walked among them, talking about various details, I saw a small piece of scrap on the ground. I picked it up and said to my ( Read more... )

All the talk of bullying in the news is weird to me, if anything I credit the fact that I was bullied for making me stronger. The people who fucked me up the most where my family and girlfriends, people whom I thought I could trust and who cared about me ( Read more... )