well almost 6 months sinch i last logged in here ( Read more... )

I hope you are all doing amazing as usual. and your friends and loved ones are happy and healthy ( Read more... )

what a stressful summer. my new job is absolult insane. i love it, but it comes a time when its just too much ( Read more... )

8 years.
i just can not wrap my brain around this.
8 fucking year.
FUCK.
FUCK
FUCK!

so i finally got a promotion at work, it only took 15 months. It is not off the phones, but at least i am calling them, and they are not calling me with there lame ass "snowy screes", "blue screens" and "my remote don't work" omg, i really could not handel that anymore. so now i just call people and tell them if they don't pay i will cut them off! ( Read more... )

yeah. watching the wedding date on a Saturday night alone. kind of deppressing. but that is how I feel these day. all alone. it's okay to have some catch up time. but sometimes you get the feeling you might be alone for ever. i hope not. but you really can't predict this crazy life. one minute you on top and the next you feel like your digging your ( Read more... )

so another test subject gone bad ( Read more... )

this one is unlike the past months ( Read more... )

yeah so i have discovered i am a rice queen. yes that is the term for us white folk who like Asains. yeah so we'll see how far i go with this one. yikes. is 3 months really enuf time to get over someone. i don't think i was actually in love with shawn. i am sure it was a form of love, but not in love. but i hanvent spoken to shawn in a month ( Read more... )

ell everyone ( Read more... )