*sigh* tired and aggrivated to the very bone this morning. Definetely a day meant for staying home under the covers and denying that it was Monday, let alone that it was necessary to be a productive member of the working class.
It started out rough by "talking" to an obstinate teenager about whether it was lack of parental care OR his stubborness ( Read more... )

I havent posted in a while simply because its hard to put into words the events of the past few months. I've spent the better part of my days trying to either run from it or deal with it head on. Neither way seems to benefit my mental health but when have I ever been one to let that be an issue???

Ok, so heres where I am right now....
1. My mother ( Read more... )

In all seriousness I have learned to cherish those friends I have in my life and have gone out of my way to preserve the wonderful relationships that have blossomed from those who I have been fortunate enough to call friends ( Read more... )

*sigh* ok, so the new year is starting off rocky to say the very least. It seems to me that people arent playing very nice in their shared sandboxes and arent willing to just take their toys and leave or to share and be big boys and girls ( Read more... )

for those who may read this, you already know about my insurance battles and how Im on the losing end of things right now.... so I need not go into it at the risk of sounding redundant... in any case, I called the case manager nurse who is supposed to "Help" me. In all fairness to her, she is just getting my most recent records because the woman ( Read more... )

ok, heres my plan.... I am being given the opportunity to open my website education to the public and teach face to face with interested students on the North Shore ( Read more... )

For the last few months, I've been slipping back into the shadows a bit while I contemplate many of lifes choices that lay before me ( Read more... )

ok, so I went to my usual pain clinic appt. I have been seeing these people just about every month and then some for over 3 yrs. This appt was different though because I went in there knowing that something was going wrong. 
I had surgery 3 times for an spinal cord implant, twice to have it put in and once to have it all removed because I had a ( Read more... )

God and Goddess through you both I find strength and well being... for this I give thanks and so it is Blessed Be.

*sigh* all I can think of to sum up these past few weeks is Rodney Kings statement "cant we all just get along ( Read more... )