Tralalala wish i wasn't such a coward, most people reading this won't know what i am referring to...actully when i think about nobody should know. The point is i have to live with it, and i hate it. There's something i have been wanting to do everyday for quite awhile now but can never convince myself it will work out well, and i am not one for ( Read more... )

man, i sure do hate the feeling of not know where to go, what to do, how to feel, or how to act. i just wanna say yes to so many things yet i am scared. I want so much change, yet i am scared. I have to think hard about even the smallest things, i have no idea why when i go to make an everyday choice i wiegh all the pro's and con's and at the end ( Read more... )

yeah so to clear it up right now....the title is 100% sarcasium. There was, as i predicted, no fight on friday. not to say it won't happen at a B game or whatever but it won't happen at school ( Read more... )

Yes, i am in a quite good mood cause I FINALLY have my internet back, man it has been gone for so long i don't even remeber what has happened since my last entry. thats crazy. But in other news i also just finished my bio project, and before 12:30 TAKE THAT HEATHER! lol, j/k i love you. anyway tommorow is the day of the "big fight" so i will write ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't been able to write in this for along time, due to the fact that my computer has been having some trouble and we sent it into the computer hospital a couple days ago. Hopefully they can fix it soon ( Read more... )

heh, today i feel like garbage. Not just regular garbage but the really stinky garbage that not even the highest paid of garbage men want to go anywhere near. The kicker of it all is I have no idea why. I feel sick, not to throwing up sick, but the kinda sick you feel when you are feeling really guilty, or nervous and I am neither. So what i did ( Read more... )

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Well today was quite uneventful. It slipped by neither good nor bad. So I really have nothing to report in this entry but I figure I better do atleast something in Live journal so I don't fall out of the habbit of using it. Hey actully i lied, I just remembered something good did happen today, I got a new kid in my english class, she's german, lol ( Read more... )

Well yesturday was nothing short of pure greatness, lol. Scott, Rob, Adam, and myself went into town and picked up spades for a movie (without a paddle which by the way, great movie). Then Rob and Adam went back to good old Shubie while Scott and I kicked around Lake Echo with Spades and her friend Courtney. That lasted Till about 8 when Adam came ( Read more... )

Well i made it throught eh first day of school, but my memories were confirmed...it blows. This semester I take Bio, CLM/PAL, oceans, and english. Bio I love simply because of the people I sit by. CLM well...it's a boring class and I am surrounded by people that it is my dream to burn their faces off. In oceans all is well enough, and english i sit ( Read more... )