If I don’t say this now I will surely break
As I’m leaving the one I want to take....

So i've come to a conclusion about the manner in which i live my life. I'm too fucken nice to everyone i know and meet. A doormat for friends, families, significant others or potential significant others and complete strangers. Im going to keep this short because the longer i go the farther ill go into a downward spiral ( Read more... )

The remains of a once great relationship between two good friends is now a lack of communication and effort. What took four years to build came-slowly and painfully- apart over several years. Much of the friendship became a 'brilliant dance' in the form of side stepping, ignoring and avoiding as often as possible ( Read more... )

Well my parents have gone to California for a week and i have the house to myself. So what do i do? It's obvious, i sit and watch Saved by the Bell: College Years. In this episode we finally see Zack and Kelly get married. It's about time you two. After breaking up, getting back together and breaking up again the two tied the knot. A relationship ( Read more... )

It's 7pm and the early morning anger is finally starting to ware off. I'm swearing a lot less and have become myself again, almost. What could have led me to such behaviour? The result of the world cup match between Australia and Italy ( Read more... )

So tonight I think of Melissa. It should also be noted that im listening to Dashboard. I got to thinking about her and what she might be doing in Boston. It's out of my own selfishness, which leads me to ask the question, 'who goes to Boston for camp'? But what is done is done...and I no longer can change the way in which this situation has ( Read more... )

Last night my friend laura sent me a link that made all the crappy things that happend yesterday, melt away. She got me the brand new, Dashboard Confessional cd, Dusk and Summer. Im soooooooooooooooooooooo excited. I've planned out my listen time and am very much looking forward to it. I barely got any sleep last night thinking about it. Just ( Read more... )

Ok, i cant get to sleep so im watching Video on Trial. For those of you who know me know i enjoy watching a show where people make fun of other people, especially people making fun of celebrities. Mainly because there are so many shows out there which suck up to celebrities as if they make this world revolve. But thats not the premise of this..what ( Read more... )

So I sit in my living room with my new laptop watching Scary Movie 3 and Jay Leno. Anything really just to avoid watching something remotedly associated with sports. If you haven't already heard, Canada's last hope to bring the stanley cup home has been weathered by the Hurricanes. The Oilers fell 3-1, after an empty net goal, sealed the deal and ( Read more... )

Ok. Here is the truth, i have a problem. Sure im brilliant and all but i have a complete inability to learn new software. In this case livejournal. Don't get me wrong this isn't rocket science but it is some sort of 'science' when I spend almost ten minutes trying to figure out who is on my friends list and how i can add more people. So far i have ( Read more... )