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Cried of the Valkyries

neko_chan_cruz Jul 26, 2011 17:03

There are two types of women in this world… Those who despise cheaters and those who cheat. And when you get a group of those women who despise cheaters together (usually, these are women who were once cheated on), then it’s amazing to what lengths those women are willing to go to punish either the cheating men, or the women that they are cheating ( Read more... )

lolwut, whining, heeelllppp!, misery, a wreck, yep.

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sigh

neko_chan_cruz Sep 01, 2010 10:12

God has planted dreams in all of our hearts… Mine was to be loved, in a way I longed for in childhood. Perfectly, breathlessly, devotedly, chivalrously… with reckless abandon and shining adoration. Life has taught me that it doesn’t work that way, at least for me. Either there simply is no love like that, or else I am not worthy of it. Still not ( Read more... )

Troubled Thoughts

neko_chan_cruz Jun 23, 2010 09:54

It seems that I rarely post here anymore, unless there is something really terrible weighing on my heart… That’s how I feel today, and I have a strong urge to express these feelings… so… here goes.

Patience has never been my strong suit. A virtue it may well be (and is, in fact!) but never have I had an easy time waiting for things. I couldn’t ( Read more... )

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damaged...

neko_chan_cruz Jan 11, 2010 10:42

There is a song that I heard years ago… a trance song called “Damaged”… it spoke to the hurt that I felt on almost a daily basis, from being with my ex. He was an angry man who abused me physically, mentally, emotionally and at times, sexually… So this song resonated with me from the “lost” feelings that left me in a fog most of the time. I can’t ( Read more... )