My life is pure chaos at the moment. I've just told an awesome guy to back off just because I can't deal with the pressure... and I feel horrible for it. But I just can't take it. I want to have some time to just roll up in a tiny ball and cry my eyes out. For once in my life I've tried not crying THAT much, sure I shed my tears, but perhaps ( Read more... )

I'm convinced more and more each day that no matter what I do or say, people will hate me.

O sea de que llega al punto de que se meten en asuntos que no les debe importar tres carajos.  Con quien yo este o deje de estar es asunto mio.  No es problema ni de mi madre, ni de mi padre, ni de mis mejores amigos, y mucho menos de personas con las cuales ( Read more... )

Here's to the one that has become my addiction.

Perhaps some day you'll get to read this, perhaps not.  But either way, I'll find a way of thanking you.  And try as I might, I'm not sure I'll ever find a way of giving back all your friendship has given me.  You were there to pick me up when I couldn't even walk by myself.  Dômo arigatô gozaimasu, ( Read more... )

The other day I was talking to a close friend of mine.  As we ranted about life's ups and downs I remembered I told her what I thought was the difference of love between lovers and love between friends.  According to this humble lunatic, the first means giving the world for that special someone, while the later sets limits.  Much to my surprise, ( Read more... )

With Aang having to forfeit Katara for the sake of entering the Avatar state, I really had my hopes up for Zutara.  n.n  I just love that couple.  They've both suffered enough because of the Fire Nation so they deserve to be happy.

Then Zuko just had to do that... he just had to side with Azula!

*grabs Zuko and gnaws on his sexy arm*

Nooo not only did ( Read more... )

I slept for 12 hours straight!!!!

And I can't find the last air rune thingy in Zelda >.>  I tried making Epona jump off a bridge... but she wouldn't budge.  I tried handing the goron some hotspring water... ended up spilling it on the floor ;_; not once but three times!!! >.<  Plus the gorons are sucking up all my cash O.O sure its not enough for ( Read more... )

As if my life wasn't random enough... I suffer from anxiety panic attacks!!!  yay for me!

Happy Pavo Day!!!

Well now I am grown
and these years have shown
that rain's a part of how life goes
but it's dark and it's late
so I'll hold you and wait
'til your frightened eyes do close

Here I am being emo by the impending day that's bound to come and Nickelodeon is just making me more emo...

Zuko fainted!!!

All that comes to mind is...

WTF?!

He's to God-damn sexy ( Read more... )

I r dork!  In my insatiable lust to learn more about Bleach I accidentally ruined the whole series!
>.< Nuuu!!!

Curse you Wikipedia!! 
Curse you and your non-red spoiler warnings!

On a lighter note... I convinced my boyfriend to do a Bleach cosplay with moi!  n.n  So hopefully we'll have it ready for next summer =D

And this one's for Squeaky


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