single again! yay :-(! ohwell! not a prob craig was startin to piss me off, then last night we broke up at like 9:30 and he stayed at my house talkinto my family till like 11:45 i wanted him OUT of my house, but i felt it'd be rude to just kick him out, altho i do think he was cheating on me!

omgi'm soooo fuckin pissed! i made craig this great dinner home made ravoli, home made pasta sause, and home made creme brulee, and he dont even want to fuckin eat it, this is the last straw. i'm done! i'm sick of his shit!

life is full of surprises, some good and some bad, but to thoes who accept them with open arms be greatful, your one of the lucky ones!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITCHEL! i miss ya sweetheart i didnt for get about you!

wow its been a while, i'm at craigs house m boyfriends, tinks here w/ me its fun he made REALLY good bread! school is great, honor roll, S.A.C, girls b-ball, live is awsome! good food, good friends, GREAT boyfriend! man i love life! ttyl!

ok nothing really new. friday i left school early to go to work. the i came home busted my ass to clean the house, the i went to tiki bobs in pontaic. some guy kept grabbin at my ass i told him to stop and he didnt so i broke his nose. thus getting me kicked out. went and drove down grationt, and what not with jeremy and tom. yesterday i lounged ( Read more... )

ok the promis may have been changed but things are better. i feel like a million dollars! YAY! keali get on-line i mis ya!

i'm a fool. promises are not ment to be kept some one once told me. i just thought that it was just to them, a cold bitter saying from someone whos been hurt. but its not. its the truth. stood up, i thought i was somethign special, maybe i'm over reacting, maybe i'm just afraid. altho i hate that word "maybe" it comes to use, but leaves the door ( Read more... )

tonight i randomly brokedown hung up on craig, and the break down was about what happened a month a go tomorrow. i was having flash back, and i've been weird cuz of the whole rape thing. it's severly changed me. i hate it. everythign about it. like tonight i randomy broke down, and it'll be a month tomorrow. and i dont know i wish things were the ( Read more... )

did i miss the bonfire or is it commin up!?