Hey, I've switched over to mirazai, so anyone who's still interested should freind me there. Have fun

I got rejected from Stanford. That's the end. Colly got rejected too. I don't know how that could have happened; colly, me, jocelyn, everyone I know just got rejected. This is so painful, so unbelievable. The three of us easily are in the top 10%, and in our pool only 8.8% were let in... I don't know how that fits in, but I'm not thinking logically ( Read more... )

Sigh, maybe getting headaches so much is a problem with me. Maybe I'm just too sensitive or something's physically wrong. Maybe. But I'd bet on Whittell being the cause of all of it ( Read more... )

sigh, it's just depressing looking at a calendar now. there's just a long strech of nothing but busy work and hell from parents. It doesn't help that the entire out look of it depends on a pair of letters that will come sometime between now and the end of march ( Read more... )

God, I miss Colly so bad already. I missed her in the airport. Sigh, and it doesn't look like that will be relieved anytime soon, but that will be later. Now I'll start with December ( Read more... )

today has dragged on soooo looooonnngggg. gah, well to start off I woke up early, couldn't get back to sleep and so I decided to take a shower. A wonderful thing happened (sarcasm). I have a joy for showers and whenever I'm in one without a stricter time limit the shower goes on forever. So... I came out with exactly 2 min to get dressed and do all ( Read more... )

lol, colly sent me these pictures. Wow, she's good, you know she has to be to make a picture of me look half decent. god I love her.


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Well I've been feeling sick lately, but this morning I'm feeling better. Should I still go to the doctor? I don't know. All I know is that I'm flying to see colly in exactly a week, and I can't wait. It'll have been four weeks, and that is /way/ too long to be away from her. lol, god I can't wait. She's perfect ( Read more... )

Yesterday was horrible. There were only three good things about it; the early talk with colly, the golden compass and texting with colly. Chronologically ( Read more... )

I just got done with an SAT practice test. At /best/ I'm getting a 1800. Fuck ( Read more... )