( something i wrote a while back. no title yet. )

for once, i have so much to say, yet i cant seem to express them in text. i just wish i could go back to 5 months ago.

.........and kick myself in the ass.

im still in ohio. ill be home on thanksgiving. ill probably be spending it alone again. anyone wanna call me and wish me a happy thanksgiving? let me know in an email, and ill send my phone number to you if you dont already have it ( Read more... )

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( self pity and scars )

too much to post.

ill be gone for a while.......going to visit family......then going to get some help.

please.....help me.......someone.......

its fucking 4:26 am, and i have to leave the house at one to get to work by 2. i got woke up today to a call from the 'MIT' (or, manager in training) saying he has to cut back on hours, and to not come in today (yesterday), and to come in two hours later tomorrow (today). im pissed, i had some fucking plans. oh well. c'est la vie ( Read more... )

well. this has been interesting. i started work up at gamestop. yup. i make 7 an hour just to stand around and talk aboutvideogames. plus, i get to check the merchandise out, and i also get all the promo shit (ie: game demos, shirts, DVDs, figurines, advertising campaign info, lanyards, and even fucking final fantasy mousepads!) for free. i ( Read more... )

im stuck listening to Beavis and Butthead Do America. i hate that movie ( Read more... )

im fucking terrified that if i dont get this job, ill be living on the street. kyle told me that if i didnt get it, id have to move, but i dont have anywhere else to go ( Read more... )