I feel like there is too far and strange a gap between me and everyone else. Even if i could move to close it, i wouldn't know the way. and that is fine.

I might be hippie now

I am pretty upset with everything in my life right now

Oh, except that my computer is back from the dead.

i can't get health insurance fast enough

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goddamn livejournal deleted everything i had to say.

An episode like this, the world spinning beneath feet, no progress, and me, fighting vainly against it. Sure, I can beat it. so many miles per hour. me hanging on in bursts of energy thought long failed. but beating. heart beat perpetual. this is where you are where everyone has been. My dad might have cancer. two days to see. Maybe my panic is for ( Read more... )

exceptance, resentment. acceptance

nothing was beautiful and everything hurt