Starting off, I decided in February that I wasn't going to write in my LJ for a period of no less than 6 months, the thinking being that I constantly wrote about the same boring things. And indeed, within the time frame I allotted for myself I have had a considerable amount of adventures that aren't my typical fare. I think not writing in this ( Read more... )

I haven't been updating this regularly enough. There are small reasons. Really, nothing of consequence has happened ( Read more... )

I find the relationship between my mother and I a very curious one; one that I feel compelled to expand upon today because of a pretty intense dream I had about her last night. In the dream, it was Christmas time, and my family was opening up presents. I didn't have any presents to open, which is really par for the course, but I can't help but feel ( Read more... )

A lot of things have been on my mind as of late - Should I stay here or move NOW?, How to get my Animal Crossing DS game back from my brother without conflict, ect., but the most perplexing thing to me at this moment is the question of why I'm here. Not "Why am I here?" in an existential sense; it's just the question I feel I need to ask myself ( Read more... )

... it was negative. The test, that is. Much to my (and Jon's mom) relief. Though his mother thought I was an HIV having internet psycho, so I'm glad that she has more or less accepted me. I mean, I've spent many nights at her house, many consecutive nights. We talk. They're nice conversations.

Later

I had an idea for an entry, I had even considered taking a break from Livejournal. But then I read some of my past entries. I don't remember things happening the way some of my entries claim they are. It's actually kind of scary. so I'm going to keep posting entries, as detailed as possible. Soon.

Later

Two weeks without an update is inexcusable, especially when I have as much to say as I do. But rest assured, Having to read it won't be nearly as draining as having had to live it, so I think things will be fine ( Read more... )

As is the case with this post, I like to wait until I have something to say before I post something. Things have been changing a bit lately. Almost to the point where I don't know what I'm going to do... Well, that's not entirely true ( Read more... )

Ever so slightly, I find myself falling back into my normal, single self. I'm able to do more work, I'm feeling just a tad more motivated, and I can actually see myself pulling this semester off. I'm about to embark on a very ambitious journey as well: Creating 4 web pages in the span of one month. The pages are for GSA, Game Haven, Neometeor.com ( Read more... )

So. First the bad news.

Alexander decided we should just be friends. There were a number of factors for this, and I'm sure even more than we actually talked about, but these were the main issues:

1. Trust. Alexander told me that he's had a problem with our relationship from the beginning because he lost trust in me after I slept with Bradley. ( Read more... )