wounded  child  seeking  wonderful

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i finally understand this. i get it. Friday was magnificent. . . to say the least. amazing. I felt so connected..and in the moment.. and happy to be with everyone. The rest of the weekend was kinda a drag. mostly because of myself..and not anything that happend to me. I don't know that I have even begun to comprehend the amount of change and growth ( Read more... )

One day on. So yea. going through emotions tonight. its time i work out..and work it all out of me. Conversations about how I live through eveyrone else and try to control them ..have made me realize some things. Re-evaluation . . of my self...always seems to be taking place. BUT I HAVE DECIDED

I DEF. don't want to be that person any more. I'm ( Read more... )

so today started out bad..because i was pretty depressed and tired. but somehow it miraculously got better. I ended up going to lunch with a couple of my friends...and that was really nice. After school I was able to go out and be in the most beautiful day ever. I burned a cd and got in the car with my friend maddie...we went to peidmont park :) I ( Read more... )

so today was pretty amazing. it started off with the anxiety again. . . but i think i might be learning how to control it. :))) [[[HAPPY THOUGHTS]]]] haha :) so yea. . . the movie the secret came up again today with a friend of mine. . . he bought it and is going to show it to everyone at his work... and i thought that was such a cool idea. I just ( Read more... )

so i've discovered my need for having someone close to me. that is currently not going to well for me right now. but i have managed to create some new experiences and deepen pre-existing friendships. I had an amazing weekend. absolutly amazing. going to masquerade...hanging with my midtown family... brunch on sunday...and movies later that night ( Read more... )

I have so much more compassion for so many people in my life. I think there is nothing like being the one accused. . . Like having the finger pointed at you. . . like being judged.

It has only taught me more compassion. More respect. More love. More admiration. Because no one is perfect. and no one's character should be judged by anyone but ( Read more... )

i'm having a really bad night

I'm on a roll today...just writing away. haha. So yea. Here I am. Thinking about my life. The choices i've made. How if I had'nt have made a previous choice..I would'nt have all this before me. I Would be alone. . . Had I never spoken to you. I'd be all on my own to find my place... my home. I'm really thankful that I've made the choices I have... ( Read more... )

maybe it was my talk with aaron. or maybe its the book i've been reading. or maybe its just my growth. But i'm finding, realizing, discovering just how much we are animals...before we are anything else ( Read more... )