what the hell...this time last year i was so excited to be peacing out of ny and now...i'm realizing my reality and that i'm stuck here with assholes who say to me "like, you know, i just...can't see you working...ever ( Read more... )

Why can't i ever just like things? why do i always have to be obsessed? rent, george, josh, katy, BOY, Rome, Roma soccer...why can't i just be normal?

finally in florence. dont know what to think. i didnt cry at all when i left for rome and i managed to not cry when i left rome, but the second i hugged marco and francesca goodbye, i lost it as soon as i turned around ( Read more... )

It's 7:35 AM and we got home at 7:00. I've never been happier, nor have I ever had so much fun on New year's eve...TWICE. oh yes, i celebrated on Italy's time zone AND new york's time zone.

BUON ANNO A TUTTI! <3

2007 was great, 2008 will be unforgettable

SOOO i'm finally in ROME ( Read more... )

I tend to say "this was the best day of my life" a lot....A LOT. and i tend to rage on and on about the people i admire. this post is no different.

darren hayes......last year, when i didnt get to see him, i cried. hysterically. for two days.

today--i saw him.

I saw Darren Hayes.

I cant explain how deeply this touched me. I adore Darren. I gave a " ( Read more... )

I am now a slave to Marty Thomas..I had never heard of him before last night and now I LOVE HIM. point blank....last night was Broadway Loves the 80s 2 and despite most of the "famous" people not showing up it was still pretty fun. Jamie Lynn Sigler should never sing. Ever. There was a reason she did a duet with Mo Rocca--because his crap voice ( Read more... )

So this should be a happy, peppy post considering that I just changed my major and can now graduate in 4, rather than 5, years!!! But alas, like all things, as soon as I told my father, everything came crashing down:

me: i need to tell you something, but you cant yell at me
him: *is annoying and all "ok FINE. WHAT?!"
me: I changed my major...
him: why ( Read more... )

wow..i just...dont even know right now. i was so happy yesterday because i spoke to marco and we decided i would be going to rome on january 4th but for some peer education thing i might have to leave december 28th. thats soon. thats so soon and i cant handle it. i want this so much but i dont know what to expect.

if i do peer ed, i have to get to ( Read more... )

or maybe this time, i can jinx myself, like all the other times ( Read more... )